Alrighty then! So who actually blogs anymore these days?? I mean really. The art of running a good blog seems to be a lost one.

My biggest issue is having loads of ideas... aaand then promptly losing them as soon as I finally get a chance to use them! Also a huge lack of motivation doesn't  help!

Minecraft?

Haven't played in a while... though I have been putting in some serious hours as of the past few weeks and as such have started up another little server. I plan to get my website back into action as well! You can check out my brand new website over at THIS LINK

It's a mess, you've been warmed!

Crazy Fan-fiction over-complicated obsession analysis: go!

Alright, you may or may not know but I have a, very likely unhealthy, obsession with the amazing works of Phineas and Ferb!

This Disney channel show has sadly been discontinued as of 2015 however I continue to revisit and rewatch the amazing series over and over again.

Phineas and Ferb takes us to the Tri-State area and more specifically to the back yard of an urban neighborhood in Danville. It is here that Phineas and his step-brother Ferb make the most of every summer day by building crazy awesome... stuff! Rides, crazy inventions, giant ice-cream machines... you name it! Chances are Ferb has it written down on his notepad...

As Phineas, Ferb, Isabella, Buford and Baljeet are making the most of their summer days, their pet platypus, Perry leads a second life as a secret agent working for O.W.C.A, the Organization Without a Cool Acronym (Which makes it actually a pretty cool acronym...). He is assigned to the (not-so) evil Dr. Heinz Doofenshmirtz of Doofenshmirtz Evil Inc. (Insert the catchy jingle here). Doof resides in an awesome and weird looking tower in the center of down town Danville and has a never-ending plan to take over the Tri-State area. His plans are always thwarted by Perry the Platypus. Doof builds devices called Inators in which perform many functions based on their theme. Somehow, in Perry's attempt to stop Doofenshmirtz his inator always 'accidentally shoots' from the balcony of his tower and hits at the perfect angle to cause a change in what Phineas and Ferb are doing. This change prevents Candace, Phineas and Ferb's sister from successfully busting them.

Candace... perhaps we should call her Crazy Candace. Jeremy has one heck of a lot of patience, that's for sure!

Candace has one goal in this series (other than shopping at the mall or going crazy over Jeremy) and that goal is to bust Phineas and Ferb! Where this insane busting urge came from we really don't know.

Doof's inator always seems to cause Candace to fail... The show perfectly conducts two separate plots and has them interact with each other in just the right ways as to make it all tie together. Brilliant!













I could go into a lot more depth... but I think I'm running out of typing space! More coming soon! Long live Phineas and Ferb!

Sudden Realization: The word "blog"

I have come to a sudden realization that the word "blog" is incredibly random... well.. maybe not actually random. Or is it?

Here is some history of the word!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blog


It is actually a short-form of the word "weblog" meaning an informational website. Huh, the more you know!

I can guarantee you at least 80% of the time you talk to me, I have Disney music going through my mind. In fact I have a tune from Phineas and Ferb in my head as I'm writing this. I constantly have thoughts of building epic backyard forts and going on crazy silly adventures to far away imaginary (though very real) lands and realms. Why is this? Why do I still feel so much like a little kid even though I  am a mere week away from turning 20?! I love that I still have such a crazy imagination and a burning desire to build some awesome stronghold to use as a defense to fight off the evil hordes of robotic enemies being sent out by some crazy villain.

I have tons of thoughts of starting some kind of cartoon show, making a game, composing musical scores, inventing some awesome contraption... But I get mentally shot down on a daily basis. I start to work on a project and find myself running into a maze of problems in which I simply walk away and forget that project.

What do I do when I have a never ending stream of ideas, complete with soundtracks and story line and yet not enough knowledge of any field required to put them to use?

It seems I would much rather go back to the way things were when I was a little kid, running around outside all day with friends, playing on the trampoline, splashing about in the pool. Attending church events and school. My urge to move forward in life simply wants to do the exact opposite. My ultimate plans involve rebuilding my childhood in such a way that it can be enjoyed as it was for the rest of my life and the lives of the friends who I shared it with!

I have often thought of simply dropping the childish things and moving full blast into the adult life. But these thoughts depress me. I feel almost afraid of letting go and knowing I can never return to the freedom of a tree fort and begging mom to let my friends come over. Sure, having a lot less rules is a pretty neat perk of being grown up, but I often feel alone and misguided without a plan to follow. I could go to school or get a job somewhere and make some money. But why? Everyone is doing that and no one seems really all that happy with it. You make money,  you spend money, you go back to work to make more money, rinse and repeat! Lovely....

Of course, my "vision" has the same cycle in a way. You play outside, you have fun, you go to bed, you do it all again.

That's just it. When I was 8, no two summer days were the same, even though some in fact WERE the same. Friends come over, we play outside, we play inside, they go home, rinse, repeat. Something is missing... I don't know what!

"How about getting a girlfriend?" I have thought of that, I'm sure it would be an amazing experience... but again, why? Sure I'd have someone to share my adventures with and perhaps join in theirs... but again, we'd work for money so we could spend the money and work for more money... money... that was never a thought to me until I was about 17 years old!

At the most I would think of taking 2 dollars to school to get a drink from the vending machine. Or to buy from a bake sale. Money really was nothing more than a tool... that is the flaw! Money is no longer simply a tool but a way of life! Which is why it is so boring!


This is the rant for now, more coming later! I could use some input or something! Or could I? Ugh I simply do not know!

Epic storm!

Yay!

Latest from Sauerbraten

Here we have a collection of screenshots. The first is the Endless Adventure office block.

Next is my latest map: Adstradia - The desert outpost

Pic 3 is my Sauer house under construction!

Pic 4 is Minecraft swords! Made in sauer!

Pic 5 Windows XP bliss made in sauer!

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